My marriage is just less than a year and I'm back in the arms of my first love

My name is Chi.I'm Ibo.please read my story.

I met Banky when I was 18 years old.We got admitted into the same university of Ibadan at the same time.Banky is just few months older than me which gives me the security and assurance that he's older than me even  though its just 6 months.Bankole was my first love.He meant the entire world to me.He treated me like a king would a queen.He loved me so much and I loved him back.We dated throughout our years in the university.Nothing ever came between us.we had a way of settling our differences.since we got together no day ever passed without us seeing each other.Even on holidays and strikes,we spent it together.During school vacation,I spent most of my holidays at his house and just the last week of resumption at mine.His parents had no problem with that because they already accepted me as their son's wife.Oh God!Bankole spoilt me silly.Gifts,surprises,dates just name it.isnt that the kind of love every girl prayed for?I got mine in Banky and I was grateful to God for our lives together.
Five years ago,He travelled to United States to further his education.We both wanted him to travel.it was part of our plans.A year after he got to the states,I was lucky enough to also secure a visa to join him.There and then,I was completely convinced we were meant to be together.On my birthday that same year,the luv of my life proposed to me and I gladly accepted.We fixed a date for our traditional wedding to take place in Nigeria. While the preparation was on,we decided to check our blood group.Alas!we are both AS.My world came crashing before me.We both cried.That was the most difficult moment of our lives.We cancelled the wedding and took the most difficult decision of our lives to go our separate ways.It's worse than losing someone.
We both moved on.But there was never a day I didn't think of him.I haven't loved anyone before.he was my first.We were too connected.Last year march,I got married to someone else.I had to get married to completely erase Banky off my mind.It wasn't easy.I was losing myself.My husband is good to me but I still think of my first luv.
Now to the difficult part.Two months ago on my way from work,I stopped by a grocery store to get somethings for the house.I opened the door leading to the shop and standing right before  me was Banky.We couldn't believe our eyes.The last time we saw was when we ended our relationship 3years ago.We went straight to his car to do some catch ups.We both cried.He's married too.Since that day,we have been seeing each other secretly.He still the one true love I know.Now how do I stop this secret  affair with him.Im not ready to let him go again.Two nights ago he gave me a pure gold pendant with his initial on it.Ive been wearing it since as a symbol of our love and to feel his connection whenever he's not with me.Let me explain to you all,Bankole is every woman 's dream.He is tall,slim,milky conplextion and very good looking.I know some will say I'm digging my grave.at this moment I just don't seem to care.As long as my true love is there,nothing really matters anymore.

I purposely sent it to your blog cos it's a new blog and I don't want too much people commenting and judging me.

Chi girl

New Jersey